Assalamualaikum ^-* . annyeonghaseyo .
Im addicted with this sexy cool Kai Exo-K . hehe !
By the way thats not the real reasons why i write here . i feel released when i can tell my problems with someone , but seem likes me really really want to keep it myself . yaa , my fault ! but i cant force myself to do a stupid harsh things for make my life mor dying and suffer just because a crush ! no i dont want do that . Only a crush not mine ! So , its up to me to do what with myself right ? hmm . I had told him what i felt for him , but he doesnt give any reactions . hmm , maybe he has someone else . whatever , i dont care . He's life , he deserve gets what he wants . Yaa , im jealous when looks at his DEF , likes want crying baby ! Feel like something hurts in my heart , but when first time i look at the default , just silent and felt nothing but second time i felt ya im jealous . I cant tell nobody about him , how i really needs him to care about our friendship . It's ok if i onlh deserved got a friendship from him . But please dude , dont pretend u understand what i meant , if u leave me alone when i need a help from u . I told everything my story on u , but u always reply a short typing . Sometimes make me shy with myself . why , i need u help even i know , u just thinks my problems are a like little pieces of papers that broken !

Still remember u shout my name when u saw me ! felt likes i want screamed u know ! but i only can gaves u a smile because i ... i ... dont thinks i can pretend like u ! tell me the truth , for im not hoping . I regret tell u that i like ____ . But ____ knows how i felt for u . Yaa , last school holidays i had wrote a hangul letter for u . U dont understand right ? Ya , all there are my feelings towards u . But i had translate it for u , because u want to know whats meaning of the letter . I gave it but actually i had lied there . But some words that i told u are true , i do this because dont want hurts u feeling . That day u told me , me makes u cry . Ahhh , sorry . but u dont want to reply my chat after that right ? Im crying u know . Im crying because im so stupid told u what i had felt u .

and know , i try to forget u . and i success to do that . But even i try , makes me likes crazy woman lost her child . I just can be silent and accept u be my friend . I keep thinking , he's only a crush that i cant get for keeps in my heart , if i keep him in my heart , for sure , i'll keep crying and crying . Lets my feeling for u , go by itself .

kbye