Assalamualaikum :) Im back with new entry . HAHA .
Ramadhan is back , very excited :D . Actually , dont have any kind of interest story , but i forced myself to write here . Hehe >.< , oke lets we talk about my ex-bestie or we call old bestie :') . He's the best i have . Caring , sporting , handsome , funny and most important understand me . But when he went to university he already forgot me . When i text him , never reply . Fine , i know im just make u into trouble when friend me right ? but i just want u to know , how much i miss u dude . And most importantly , i love u so much ! not love more than friend , just a friend . Dear , u always say 'Dont,give up' but now there is no one to say that to me again . hmm , u say u wont leave me , and be my friend forever but u lied . U leave me alone with tears . It's ok , i try my best to let u go , and mybe next time , i'll never and never say hello to u again . enough is enough , but i never regret friend with u . Dude , take care ok . :'( . And i find someone else but he cant replaced u , yes ofcourse he caring like u , but not really understand me how u did .

Ur teddy bear doesnt means anything to me after this . Maybe i'll keep it in the box . All memory about u and me i will keep it in my heart . and now i always think about u :') i care about u . im not friendly , i admit it but u teach me how to be friendly . thats all , *tears* kbai .

Assalamualaikum ^-* . annyeonghaseyo .
Im addicted with this sexy cool Kai Exo-K . hehe !
By the way thats not the real reasons why i write here . i feel released when i can tell my problems with someone , but seem likes me really really want to keep it myself . yaa , my fault ! but i cant force myself to do a stupid harsh things for make my life mor dying and suffer just because a crush ! no i dont want do that . Only a crush not mine ! So , its up to me to do what with myself right ? hmm . I had told him what i felt for him , but he doesnt give any reactions . hmm , maybe he has someone else . whatever , i dont care . He's life , he deserve gets what he wants . Yaa , im jealous when looks at his DEF , likes want crying baby ! Feel like something hurts in my heart , but when first time i look at the default , just silent and felt nothing but second time i felt ya im jealous . I cant tell nobody about him , how i really needs him to care about our friendship . It's ok if i onlh deserved got a friendship from him . But please dude , dont pretend u understand what i meant , if u leave me alone when i need a help from u . I told everything my story on u , but u always reply a short typing . Sometimes make me shy with myself . why , i need u help even i know , u just thinks my problems are a like little pieces of papers that broken !

Still remember u shout my name when u saw me ! felt likes i want screamed u know ! but i only can gaves u a smile because i ... i ... dont thinks i can pretend like u ! tell me the truth , for im not hoping . I regret tell u that i like ____ . But ____ knows how i felt for u . Yaa , last school holidays i had wrote a hangul letter for u . U dont understand right ? Ya , all there are my feelings towards u . But i had translate it for u , because u want to know whats meaning of the letter . I gave it but actually i had lied there . But some words that i told u are true , i do this because dont want hurts u feeling . That day u told me , me makes u cry . Ahhh , sorry . but u dont want to reply my chat after that right ? Im crying u know . Im crying because im so stupid told u what i had felt u .

and know , i try to forget u . and i success to do that . But even i try , makes me likes crazy woman lost her child . I just can be silent and accept u be my friend . I keep thinking , he's only a crush that i cant get for keeps in my heart , if i keep him in my heart , for sure , i'll keep crying and crying . Lets my feeling for u , go by itself .

kbye

AnimShawols - Assalamualaikum ! Im back XD , finally im done with editing my WEIRD blog . HAHA ,
Forgot the password , old blog ==' , im not so old but suddenly forgot the password ..
Hmm maybe , not UPDATE so long long time like story book LONG LONG TIME AGO .
School just started , about 2weeks . For sure , felt don't want go to school because must have
a lot work to do . Student must have a long long holiday for prevent from being stress , seriously !
So , i decided to make a NEW blog , BUT really really dont know want to POST or update what !

A happy news for me , i had a new kitty name THEDORE , hehe or maybe just call the kitty
Thedore ! Kitty so fat like the chipmunk always company me when im online . thanks little cutiey !
Haa , my mid-year results looks like OK ! but my Biology make me likes wanna screammminnnggg !
Pass the paper but the marks . err ==' . a SHOCKED moments when i got my Physic papers !
However thanks to Allah :) But only gets ___ A. SPM so so difficult to achieved A plus ! I hope soon
i'll get one !

BAP are going to Malaysia this JULY . I want to go ~ really ! But sure my dad dont gives me to go ~
Thats all for today ~ soon , i'll post more . Peace , annyeong !